A Volcano Island

      Storms have had passage, and the summer impinged, 
      The rain has come and gone dry again. 
      And the suffering flood, and now, the tide 
      Is sunken that was whelming yesterday, 
5     A hard rain broken on winter stalks, forcing an effect. 
      And all with all, stand conjoined, and healing, 
      That stood in deep need of repair before. 
      The rail station turns emptily, and larks alive 
      Diving undo the blackberry bush, the hidden yew. 
10    Sparse this vegetation that held us 
      Warm in the slack light of forgotten afternoons, 
      Cool a little, and vacantly hot in sunlight. 
      Summer's tongue has healed the blisters 
      A sun of sand had held against us. 
15         October's moment, at the waste ends of our fashions, 
      Made stark the pleasures of our silks and satins. 
      Mrs Ormolu, cheeking her fur in the tea-shop, 
      Struggles splendour from her subterranean moods. 
      Barbed by the Telex in an appointed room 
20    We moved, at evening, to the forecaster's gloom 
      Exchanging gins at the slender end of an ormolu table 
      Heavy with the commerce of breathless opinions. 
      O cerveaux enfantins! sullen in afterthought 
      Before the faultless midnight had so devoutly trapped us; 
25    And still we moved, as like as unlike, 
      Day's churn whirling the black with white, 
      Gold and unholden, jetted with ebonies and ruby blacks, 
      As like as unlike in longing day's extended pursuit, 
      Spotless, the time that revolved around us.... 
30         Have you seen the various papers with  
                signatures attatched? 
      Various hands had signed them in red and black. 
      Swift to the nosedive of a bike I had held them, 
      Stocks and certificates unleashed by the warring bell. 
35    Brothers like cruxifixes charged blood out of my eyes, 
      Brother against brother with nothing to tell. 
      I have made my purchase, Thank You, and will take  
                my fall. 
      Sudden staring provoked an impaitient ending. 
40         Where's the washed glory of the infant day, 
      Diadems of wishes, stolen sparks under matted clay? 
      Dark leaves spurt their aching blades against us, 
      Warm blushes cluster. Dark, dark, and the eyes gone golden 
      Which held us with their simplicity in the morning. 
45    Grasses fountain at the salty marge 
      Bringing green to the barrenness, where once 
      Nothing sighed, not even the dirt, to hide our bones. 
      Endless grasses, endless grasses. Endless, endless. 
                Water was expected, 
50              Both before and after; 
                No flood had undone perfection, 
                Nourished in the water's laughter. 
           Pastor and miracle-boy, tell me again 
      What we must do about what has been done. 
55    He came to me in direst confidence 
      And went away elated. 
                             What, what had you told him? 
      He remained the source of his own confusion, same 
      As Tiresias, who I'd treated in the Alps, the same 
60    As Joe Campbell, whose methods he employed. 
      Sow the seeds of terror or ecstasy without regard. 
      Light intertwined had saved me, light 
      Blotted. How many hands do you have, how many? 
      I am exhausted. I am no pastor, but a man 
65    Desperate to aid others. Do not call again. 
      It is breaking up. Its breaking up. 
                             Et puis, et puis encore? 
      Look in the hymnal provided, if you must, for comfort. 
                Lullam, lullay. 
70              Green dust has borne the body away. 
           And now the golden corpse lies laced with silver blood 
      Under teeming Tiamat. O cold momement of touch 
      Elapsed in the mist and foliage. 
           Unclasp 
75    Manipulated Nature. Body shall follow 
      Where the mind must wend. Abhorrent, obedient, 
      Parting the waters an alert spirit dives, 
      Divining. The fervent river's circle had pushed us 
      Out onto the fields of praise. Us Albiginsians 
80    Stigmataed in the ditch, slaughtered, 
      In the garden plot of sunlight. Swept light--- 
      And the passage in snow assured 
      That had been doubtful. Unpack your heart first 
      The sherpa instructed, and no loss can find you, 
85    Knowing divinity a human inclination. 
           The moment of simple touch had come 
      Where I had hesitated in the garden, 
      Dawdling my purples. When I look up it is night. 
      Always. Always the same. Same night. Same star, 
90    Prim Argentine! We had put ship to ground 
      In the dream. And the waters closed over us. 
           No renewal in passion. That is the lie. 
      Green everlasting. By prayer like rainfall I shall make 
      This mountain of bones my own, clasping. 
95    Lullam lullay 
      Clasping 
           2. The World Apprehends 
      The world apprehends some deep, familiar change 
      Autumn to autumn, and spring ever cresting Spring... 
100   But is it what I apprehend in longing still 
      To push to its effect in some stranger breast 
      Beating wild soliloquies of blood upon the night! 
      O world never answering the claims I throw, 
      O world that in seclusion separate and cold 
105   Meditates nothing, on nothing renews and grows 
      To what bleak granduer spiraling the void! 
      Am I forced by some injury or defect in sight 
      To reflect the broody moods black waters 
      Uprising, as if within me, bear to the flood? 
110   Black as the answerless mirror at midnight spied, 
      Cold as that pulseless hand invisible 
      Pressed to the midnight face, depression afflicts 
      And will not quit: Cannot some spring face 
      Flood ever-fresh the weary sense again? 
115        Why must every flamelike intent of love and joy 
      Feel the barrier of single consciousness  
      Imposed? Alighting love expanding without fault 
      Through all the bent glass this waiting world 
      Wavers composed of, send light to unify, 
120   Warmth to make solid as an afternoon forgotten 
      What hate or sorrow in dark solitude have kept 
      Untouching! 
                   Is not the interpenetrant 
      Sense itself all of loving touches composed? 
125   What wavering brush of its canvas deprived 
      Ever painted beauty right?  
                                 A song among the rocks 
      Falls effectless as a dying wind, heralding 
      Nothing to a mass insensate as itself. 
130        Walk, o light! O walk! 
      Light that can elcipse 
      The sky and Time 
      Whose back is ever curving, 
      Beaten down! 
135        Stand a stark 
      Individual alive 
      Past the eclipsing curve 
      Severing Death descends 
      In one blow! 
140        The torpid moon above his back 
      With every star it kills 
      but grows more black; 
      Hideous horn 
      Dwindling. 
145        Pierce what darkness, 
      Abiding ever, cannot abide; 
      Take the temptless spirit's 
      Tentative lamp 
      Ever entering 
150        And enter the undarkened side. 
      Enter it. There 
      Shadowless jewels are lingering.... 
      And I am caught questioning 
      And I cannot hide. 
155   The light was a light 
      Of cadmium floresced 
      Or distraught plumage 
      Harassed into a white crest. 
           Light tremblant in ecstatic sanction, 
160   Day's praises, and night's intermittent death, 
      Combine in the true tenor of thy gentle eye 
      Sighing all sight past far earth's transparency 
      And faded emblems harping after life 
      Which instead present to thy penetrating eye 
165   Wondrous loving wells of the visionary real 
      Upheld in tenderous airs of your own breath 
      Owing nothing to world's corroding realm 
      But bringing ecstasy ever out of faultless heart's 
      And warmly obeying mind's one work of wish---- 
170   Desire undying for each charmed instant's 
      Momentary touch, a hand upon my eyes so clear! 
           3. Epithalium 
      Before the nuptials, cymbals, symphonies, hush 
      Crash of love, hymn-praises, sermons, laughs, 
175   Filthy snickerings in the red, rowdy pews,  
      Song-sighs choiring a crush of one from these  
      Million-loving tongues, faith saying fleshes 
      Supposing combed words in a racking wind's stir 
      That tears away all, and in thronged All suspends 
180   This auroraed bride's brindled veil swaying simple 
      As kisses, warm as dew, and undone as air, 
      Morning-lifted in outrageous altar light  
      To never flutter crippled from heaven's harsh shut 
      Blues, buoyed amber, eternal, where bride  
185            and groom, 
      Skyey twins all tall among May's constellations, 
      Titter back at the spatter-smack of stars 
      Flaming wishes against God's dark, kids again 
      In the coaxing hour of sun and honey, kids again 
190   In the awake time, when time, once won hoverdom 
      Of love, I, an unready singer sing,  
      My smile all smiles slimly seamed in dawn's silver  
      Who takes as bud-beginning this thistle wish: 
      That no doom of flood will drown down 
195   Their happy miraculous town of rough, bright starts 
      Where every memory's a story, absent clamped  
                endings, 
      And evergreen sprays nail the cross doors wide 
      Open to Spring's blessed day, its fever of ferns, 
200   Prodigious boy and girl of the honoured hours 
      Before the widow's long black walk of hurt, 
      Or spark-eyed child's mewling through the roof, 
      Your joined joyed hands, spry fives, numb tumblers, 
      Work all love's agued locks aghast to lift 
205   Each crowbarred heart's cement hatch at last. 
      Here to the tying place, the trying place, the tryst- 
      Twisting lamp circle center, where startled guests 
      Gored with gifts arrive scurrying to hear 
      Each undead, annointed syllable, come! 
210   Ear the merry sojornings of two souls twirled  
      In wedded love, eat the feasts buried in their eyes 
      Who dance forever the loose measure of their lives 
      By shafted Cupid pinwheeled to their pulse, 
      Gifted girl and lucky lad, who curse not 
215   Their execution's unsteady stay on earth, 
      Who prick scrimshaw ivories of their imagined world 
      Or conga roaring Amazons to their flowing feet, 
      Going together their blood-bearing travels  
                down the tongue, 
220   Prayering every impossible grace like a thirst 
      Or swearing all paradise in a parched swallow, 
      So becoming is it when time-twining lovers 
      Forswear all long agony's terrored second 
      To, one witching minute in the weather, become. 
225   Come syllable and bell! Come harmony and drum! 
      All squeaking rivers come rushing to cry 
      Down to a ministering sea, its flak of salt 
      That washes away all sours, and delivers Love. 
      Somber before the deacon sober, fresh in his ash suit, 
230   (With all the names of friends mooing from creaking pews, 
      Clenching soggy knees to see, spooned the froth 
      Of agitated life at their Sunday service, once, 
      And buffooning faces at its bitterlessness) 
      The sugar man and sugared woman approach their lord, 
235   Who is Love, and none other, whose breath is caught 
      In kisses they give each other, whose combining 
      Tongue utters whatever their bodies have said, 
      Not blindly divine from the crimped mind down 
      But holyeyed up from the awkward fact of things, 
240   And wetly skyward fountains heaps of blessings. 
      Never could my hobbled praises jump to where 
      Their slowest heel pinned a hunching wing, 
      For they are heaven's couple, and leap lights---- 
      Marooning Einstein's murmured knowing, crowned 
245   Spendthrifts of forever's free eons, and of this 
      One day's redding rose, thorned before, but now, 
      In upright nakedness is: a blossom wholly blossom. 
      And here the stanzaed lovers stand and wave 
      Forever young against the grain of any decay, 
250   Sprung above by solacing lungs and gold loins, 
      Primed in the unenvying noontime to use 
      Their smallest wasted hours in largest ways, 
      Fondle doubts like aches out of their living skins, 
      And glow all loving-full all afternoon. 
255   And when all the lead-legged world can stamp for this 
      Magic miracle minuet its dancing due, 
      Subliming hates by carefree steps to some 
      Near perfect finger dance of tippling care, 
      Then forever's monotony will kneel to bliss 
260   And every sky-cast instant will fly us round to this: 
      Sugar lovers tilting on their cake to kiss. 
           4. The Dead Redeemed 
      HE 
      Is it my one love again, restored 
265   From storm and all the difficult stress 
      Midnight remembrance in darkness clasps upon us! 
      O see her, my slim-hipped silver lily 
      Returned to this life. Brief life! Watch 
      Her cold chaste lips warm from snow to rose--- 
270   Blush from this blood-color to incandescence! 
      In holy illumne, her breath, all softness, slips 
      From a heart of purer air thru molten lips. 
      Of all harsher striving now divest 
      The cloudy anvil in your breast; let melt 
275   The winter diadem cold ambition keeps. 
      Dear bare-headed child, lost in weeping spring, 
      Dance back to us! O the aweful glory 
      Of her eye has some dawning motion in it! 
      O eyes do not break, seeing miracles. 
280   O heart dare not out-pace your temper, 
      Made mad by this passion. I'll take 
      The sweet delerious heat of her 
      Now to life restored. She was Eve icicled over: 
      To this still manner unnaturally brought, 
285   By innocent want divided from the sunny vale 
      Whose oven Love warmed temperate paradise 
      Within her, and made her exile heaven 
      Untouched by the prohibiting sword of fire 
      The hot herald angel holds against us, 
290   Halting readmittance atop that palmy hill 
      Of green summer man first inhabits. 
      O how her eye now swivels to my sunken gaze! 
      By my sin, none have ever known 
      Such melting tenderness as I,  
295   Barely in my solid senses speaking,  
      Who witness this. She steps! And to thy embrace 
      Never again, dear, dear, will I falter. 
      O all the earth may wrap itself in death 
      And the unpeopled globe go snowballing 
300   Through infinite uncharitable space 
      Seeking out the shapeless source of darkness 
      In an abyss of time, I shall not care 
      Who holds my world in inches of my heart. 
      SHE 
305   Uncrowned and wetted by these servent's tears, 
      I take my life now and forever from 
      The love you give.  
      HE 
                           O then take, take it all! 
310   Of that joy I never shall lie desolate again. 
      SHE 
      I dart like a humble robin round your face, 
      Taking here and there from you, my earth, 
      Her everything. And who, nesting in the springtime 
315   Of your fond smiles, surrenders her sweet eggs 
      To a pouch of twigs woven of your beard. 
      There she sings in hope that future time uncracked 
      Will reveal itself as but present-time 
      Extended, your warm arms enchaning all 
320   With father-wings as eternal-gentle then 
      To all our laughing company as now to me. 
      For you see, no single life is hatched before you 
      But a pair of ressurrections descended, 
      Mother and child both. 
325   HE 
                              It is too much; 
      How strange the incidents of life do out-crow 
      The strongest visionaries, and make them drop 
      Their fantastic eyes from the castled air above 
330   To the panoply beneath. I don't know what to do! 
       SHE 
      Love, then, that love which loves whatever loves. 
      He that, when purple passion's overthrown, 
      Changes to day's clarity, a simple amplitude 
335   Of light grown clearer, and purified, 
      As eyes when thinking on their own dear love 
      Spark the purer for their thinking delight. 
      HE 
      Have I conjured thee out of the tender air? 
340   All eternity of sight takes shape 
      And solidity from your shape and shade. 
      Make some mortal gesture so I know my dreams  
      Do not cheat me. 
      SHE 
345                      I shall quit earth, quit life, 
      Quit everything that lacks a higher pleasure 
      Your unbounded blessedness is the answered prayer of, 
      (For what's noble in this life that its plucking off 
      Sharpens not the sweeter?) and with my own, 
350   My sacredest whispers worshipfully incline 
      To heaven's graces in your dwelling presence, 
      Giving evidence in divinest breaths  
      Of this poverty of words. 
      HE 
355                              No, wait, and wait, 
      Until I am myself a something etherial 
      And may climb to dreams that suffer nothing 
      But exalted visitations of your face, 
      Sleeping in paradise, and waking in heaven still.

 

From the collection "A Volcano Island"

Written by Gregg Glory [Gregg G. Brown]

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