Ascent

      Awake, awake!
      For all the dear bay's glistening
      In uneven light still listening
      For whatever of utterance
5     Soul's chrysolm beauty may glance
      Into willing water's dark,
      My sweet meaning the whole of my bark.
      Set sail, set sail, my soul, set sail
      Let no hindrance, no halt, avail:
10    For we are the sweet of the tree,
      Blossom and bole, shoot and root we three,
      Myself, my soul, and me.
      Nor does the shaping heart forego
      To lend its beat to our argot,
15    My spirit a crystalline keel,
      Inspiration a motion wind feels
      Lifting in blessing ascent
      All some deeper sleep had blent
      With nightmare chimeras now forgot
20    By all within my steady boat.
      Somehow, now, still lingering
      Out of the sullen east the sun
      Has given my soul a tongue.
      Soul may speak what mind began:
25    Light's meditation is an ardor,
      Of my soul the keeper-warden
      Which never must be abandoned
      For so simple delight is saddened
      And everything of remembered worth
30    Thrown seedless to the earth
      Whence never another vine will reach
      From dusky plain unto the sun
      Bearing with ripeness as a spillage
      Grape or fruit of many an age
35    Longing time may bring to blossom
      Out of darkness' drowsy bosom.
      Gentle Charity, no farther,
      Must you bear this as a father
      Childish swearing does forebear. 
40    Those who see not propounding noon
      Liquified in soul's triumphant swoon
      As swan lifts trumpeting his song
      All the purple light along
      At tender vespers, languid and long,
45    Or blinking matins, awake and strong,
      For themselves must conquer hatred
      Through loving hearts, many-gated,
      Until dim and churlish slaughter
      Lies self-becalmed as these waters.
50    Go out, go out, my broken-hearted--
      With untroubled look depart them,
      Cast back no final, futile glance
      For all in a single chance
      Is your future concentrated.
55    Let not one chafing countenance,
      Deaf to this beneficence,
      Shake from their sordid hearts a sigh;
      Live in my smiles, or die!
      From here commences, in my sight,
60    An headlong, eternal light
      That every living form bedights,
      With dews of immortality
      Awakening soul's sweet rarity
      Floods the loosening dawn
65    With: ocean, field, and lawn,
      (Building light from evening's jet
      By apperception the mind begets)
      From the gentle fount of grass
      To the living wave like glass
70    No such light may overpass
      But must ignite in simpleness
      Love's million multiple beams!
       
      Every morning wayfarer
75    Whose light boat cannot tarry
      But pushes on out of darkness
      With whatever of best and best
      In tangles of light impressed
      In bossing golds on waves' breast
80    Plies resistless to the crest!
      Such silver as the eglantine
      To the dew-fraught morn resigns
      And heaven on every still thing deigns
      Rewarding quiet prayers
85    With this mercurial layer--
      Such silver I say is savior
      When soul its own good blossom knows
      Nor will be shaken by the cold
      Into something hard and cold
90    But that a sheath of clear protecting
      Such firm flowers thus selecting
      That deep winter's dire infecting
      Shall not break them by its cold,
      In such clear light protecting.
95    All that night my heart had lain
      Upon this boat and silver stream
      Until all memory became
      Like the memory of a dream;
      And there true life began
100   Beneath night's stars swirled to one
      Past the extinguishment of suns
      When realer dream draws us on
      To dream of all we may have been
      And in heart's solace draws us on
105   In dreaming dream to dream again!
      O how cold the moon's a mirror
      For all the heats within her!
      I my own bright soul create
      Nor did this fascination make
110   To slave it to a universe
      I, living, gaze on as a hearse.
      My silver hand in dawn's lake
      Dips, its own soul to take;
      From this sweet enlivening
115   Come my symbols unquestioning:
      Crown upon my crown rests cherishing,
      The sword in my hand unperishing.
      Do not dispraise the light
      That, singing whatever's brightest,
120   Undoes the theft of night--
      In soul-enchanting soliloquies
      Enmansioning aerial ways
      That we might thrive there all our days
      In realms of spendless purity
125   Absent nations' perfidy
      Heart to heart for sole surety;
      This our pledge, this our guarantee
      That all's well with humanity
      Once these bleak constants, fear and dread,
130   Lay to light exposed, and dead,
      The human plant may only mend,
      Think to create, and speak to praise,
      Throughout the endless paradise of days
      --Touch to caress, or move to love,
135   As this thoughtless rhyme does prove.
      Ai! Ai! High radiancy,
      Round eve's ever-changing sea
      Like universes' bright periphery,
      Back to sun-like man's centrality
140   I and all mortality
      Welcome both thy light, and thee.
      And if all the world condemn
      What all the heart commends
      What matter, so that heart sail on
145   In self-discovery without bourne
      Through mystic waters, blue and calm?
      What does pleasure's grieving echo give
      But light to dark-hearted lives?
      O when the trembling hand may shiver
150   And some momentary joy deliver
      To thought-locked face and brow
      What passes from that hand to bless
      In an unending tenderness
      As paradise were with us even now?
155   Memory makes no bounty of the scorn
      Dementia attempts to ripen on
      In sold human hearts since we're born;
      Whatever slender wing endeavors
      Be communicant with the treasure
160   One heart may hold forever
      Will find such wind in chambers there
      Beyond conjoining woe or care
      That they may sail infinity
      In the air of that one heart's ease.
165   Pleasure alone may live within
      The human bound of life given
      As light within these waters:
      Ungrieving, crystalline, faultless.
      And now my soul is voyaging on
170   In mystic waters blue and calm.
      For whatever true hope had wrought 
      In time-defying, true love-knot
      How could Love forget?

 

From the collection "Ascent"

Written by Gregg Glory [Gregg G. Brown]

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