Would Not Have

      On an uneven roof comes midsummer's chore
      To clear the flue that had all winter roared-
      A core of darkness with a throat of fire
      Soaring to a speech of sparks that suspires-
5     White-hot fleets into a world of frost,
      A second set of constellations we may cross.
      I cleaned with broom and water, a working witch
      Fouled by the labor black as a sewer ditch,
      Like pulling up a fountain by its roots
10    That has no cleaner wet than velvet soot;
      Every swish and lunge bade me be a bear
      Until an evening's scrub would wash me clear.
      I heard a cry like a baby's squeak.
      A bat. Something in me that could not speak,
15    But saw two eyes like spider's eyes to scare,
      Gave the thought: I would not have him here.
      Six million years had put him in his cave.
      I sought to sweep him with the broom I waved.
      We were too much strangers for the bat to fear
20    Untoward intentions in my coming near;
      Our worlds were not close enough to make us foes;
      (Hate's a thing of nearness as things go.)
      I would not have him there, and thought to undo him
      With a startlement of fire out of season.
25    So I built a fire to double summer,
      Stood by the heat-wavered flue, heard it hum,
      And waited like a cat for what would come.
      In a laugh of wings, in a ring of fire,
      What I saw fly out was neither foul nor fair
30    But a living creature of the living air.
      (Face to face, my face was larger.)
      I would not have.... I knew I did not want
      Such rapid flapping in my fireside thoughts.
      When I look to flame, I demand to dream
35    Upon flame's own ever-changing theme;
      Seeing how it prefigures in earnest night
      The glare of summer, the stars' own light.
      Because altered fire refused to move him,
      I called him a black clot devoid of reason.
40    I used a poison. (I would not have him there.)
      Congealing and winging in the summer air-
      He fell out indefinite as a spill of inks
      Dark enough to make me think.

 

From the collection "Assembling the Earth"

Written by Gregg Glory [Gregg G. Brown]

More information available on gregglory.com.