Blood Loves

      What is finished in the alert swish
      that pushes my heart's blood
      between that wing bone and stingray spine?
      I look down at the drowned gown
5     from the astounded height of my pulse
      working its military, single-file
      nose row of slugs
      in an unending, still unending,
      circle that hoops my aorta, its muscular thumb
10    swishing the slug bloods through and through
      like rosary beads
      like tears congealed to beads,
      like the poor beaded things you squint
      at me with. What had happened
15    to the pearly girl
      I still glimpse through shuffled prints
      of a happy family of strangers?
      Her thumbed skull like an onion bulb
      peeled down to its cut stench
20    and ooze of rudimentary dews.
      What had happened, as she stood
      in the sea-wash of her dress,
      the sin of her uterus
      stabbing her like a stubbed
25    cigarette in her belly's eye?
      What had pushed through her blue hood
      of nerves, this sacred red dragon
      that came babbling its pink woman's secrets
      in a hideously slurred sampling of Chinese idiot words
30    only to be dabbed back
      to its victorian cave, its prattle axed
      by the thin white tongue of a hand,
      my hand, this hand, the hand
      hidden in the photos by a snow
35    of friendly gestures. The blood comes out, anyway,
      and leaves a stain like a heart
      between the cool banks of my thighs. Is it
      a valentine for dwarves? I feel
      no sliver of affection for its broad loves,
40    escaping me like a note in a broken bottle
      washed up by the clean hand of the sea
      to what prince? I do not love. I am a fish,
      cool, delicate, slit
      to its blood livers. The droll loll
45    comes pushing its messages,
      rush after rush, into my thighs, my hair.
      I do not love. The blood loves.
      But now it is settled, the dragon,
      shoes off on the plush victorian carpeting,
50    an unlit cigarette in one relaxed claw,
      slithered into a turban of coils
      on the overstuffed couch, hearing the drum of my heart
      thudding miles above, from indian territory
      from the New World, a tribe crouched in the forest
55    swatting bees by the thin pulse of the brook,
      building their birch canoes
      for the summons of the flood,
      alert to the flinch of sign language,
      listening for the smoke signal.

 

From the collection "Hymns"

Written by Gregg Glory [Gregg G. Brown]

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