Visiting

      The Saturday cold rattles like a candy wrapper.
      The thin air
      Weights my lungs with honey.  A blue stew.
      The old ford mourns skyward,
5     Heaving its wheels in circles.
      We halt so slowly
      It is almost flying.  We fall out
      Sideways; our petals drop and blanche.
      I am so heavy
10    My feet
      Almost touch the floor.  The familiar
      Fears near.
      We are almost there.
      The dirty mausoleum squats on the hill
15    Like a birthday.  It's so big
      It's obscene.  Green
      Laurels hunch in the corners like shadowy dwarves
      Awaiting the signal to push....
      The starched arch, snow-simple, bent
20    Floats above our silly heads.
      Counting: Two-hundred ten, eleven, twelve
      And my father's father arrives.
      We glide in ghost-clothes about the grave.
      This is a family day.  The inherited rings
25    Click and skim
      As loves the shapes of hands pass over
      The deep, square-edged name.
      They rub and rub,
      An eternity.  Quiet.
30    They are finally clean.
      When everyone else has gone blindly,
      Over the blunt edge of the curved world,
      Striding like heroes
      Why am I left, weightless and colorless,
35    To stop
      The flat slat light the tossed urn burns?

 

From the collection "Youth Youth Youth"

Written by Gregg Glory [Gregg G. Brown]

More information available on gregglory.com.